you've never made me feel so low
never broken me down so much
never made me feel so dead
yet still long for your touch
you've bullied me and beaten me
watched me as I've trembled
but still held the reins so tight
leaving you would seem unbearable
now you're the one who's leaving
and I feel like I'm falling apart
people think I'm crazy
because you're breaing my heart
looking at my future
I don't know what to do
my puso won't ever heal
unless I'm back with you
maybe one araw I'll get over you
maybe I'll ilipat on
but I'm never gonna know
the emotional damage you have done
never broken me down so much
never made me feel so dead
yet still long for your touch
you've bullied me and beaten me
watched me as I've trembled
but still held the reins so tight
leaving you would seem unbearable
now you're the one who's leaving
and I feel like I'm falling apart
people think I'm crazy
because you're breaing my heart
looking at my future
I don't know what to do
my puso won't ever heal
unless I'm back with you
maybe one araw I'll get over you
maybe I'll ilipat on
but I'm never gonna know
the emotional damage you have done
the violin-throbs
of autumn wound
my puso with languorous
and montonous
sound.
Choking and pale
When I mind the tale
the hours keep,
my memory strays
down other days
and I weep;
and I let me go
where ill winds blow
now here, now there,
harried and sped,
even as a dead
leaf, anywhere.
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CHANSON D'AUTOMNE
Les sanglots longs
Des violons
De l'automne
Blessent mon cœur
D'une langueur
Monotone.
Tout suffocant
Et blême, quand
Sonne l'heure.
Je me souviens
Des jours anciens,
Et je pleure.
Et je m'en vais
Au vent mauvais
Qui m'emporte
De çà, de là,
Pareil à la
Feuille morte.
I'm sorry for all of the fights,
and for all of the lonely nights,
I'm sorry for the thoughts that made you crash,
and I'm sorry for all of the times that I stopped your laugh,
Now we can't talk
There's no way we can be,
I'm sorry for making you fall in pag-ibig with me.
Now I live through dark days,
And I sleep through cold nights,
wishing one treated the other right.
It should have been me,
but it could have been you,
The first one to take back words of ice.
But now as i think,
Back to endless days of our youth,
Me and you,
Well the thought is so nice.
and for all of the lonely nights,
I'm sorry for the thoughts that made you crash,
and I'm sorry for all of the times that I stopped your laugh,
Now we can't talk
There's no way we can be,
I'm sorry for making you fall in pag-ibig with me.
Now I live through dark days,
And I sleep through cold nights,
wishing one treated the other right.
It should have been me,
but it could have been you,
The first one to take back words of ice.
But now as i think,
Back to endless days of our youth,
Me and you,
Well the thought is so nice.
Sky so black
You want me,
I’m never coming back,
You hit,
You cut,
I scream,
I cry,
No matter how bad,
You always lie.
I die,
You don’t cry,
You never did,
You never will.
Don’t cry,
When I die,
‘Cause every time it was a lie.
All I have to say is,
goodbye
its my turn to die,
i may hate you,
but i pag-ibig you,
i'm a descrase,
i've had enough,
youre on your own,
forget about the one you left alone,
you lie to much,
forget about the one you loved.
the world once used to be calm
the world now is loud
the world is mad
once i loved
now i hate
dont know why
lions once slept with lambs
now they eat them all the time
this is not a lie
kids once were loved
now there hated
parents abusing
pag-ibig once went on
then it stopped
people stopped loveing people
people once wanted to live
now they want to die
with a knife
actors once were kind
now most are mean
we all changed suddently
once people hugged with smiles
now they hurt with smiles on there ugly face
what has happend to all of us in this world
we all once lived happily till the world went loud
the world now is loud
the world is mad
once i loved
now i hate
dont know why
lions once slept with lambs
now they eat them all the time
this is not a lie
kids once were loved
now there hated
parents abusing
pag-ibig once went on
then it stopped
people stopped loveing people
people once wanted to live
now they want to die
with a knife
actors once were kind
now most are mean
we all changed suddently
once people hugged with smiles
now they hurt with smiles on there ugly face
what has happend to all of us in this world
we all once lived happily till the world went loud
Ye, Lord let the fragrance of flowers
Mix in blowing breeze
Make the shade of trees even palamigan
To give traveler much madami peace
Let the trees go even wider and taller
To save the earth from burning heat
Make the smell of soil so sweet
That the countrymen live to die for their country
Let the sun shine even brightly
To make mais fields look like gold
Lord make the sky even wider
To save us from every harm
Let the moonlight spread around
Let the beauty make us a bit warm
Oh Lord above all, Give us a willing puso
Lord, let us be your part….. your part
Mix in blowing breeze
Make the shade of trees even palamigan
To give traveler much madami peace
Let the trees go even wider and taller
To save the earth from burning heat
Make the smell of soil so sweet
That the countrymen live to die for their country
Let the sun shine even brightly
To make mais fields look like gold
Lord make the sky even wider
To save us from every harm
Let the moonlight spread around
Let the beauty make us a bit warm
Oh Lord above all, Give us a willing puso
Lord, let us be your part….. your part