“Oh my god, I’m sorry!” A boy about your age says, truly apologetic. He grabs your hand and pulls you up. You find his eyes, and you see how cute he is. He looks at you, stunned. “I’m… Really sorry.” He says as he stares into your eyes.
“It’s fine.” You blush. “I would have fallen anyway, I’m clumsy.” You say, brushing off your legs.
“Well if you did, I’d catch you.” He grins. “Anyways, I’m Ponyboy. What about you?”
“(Y/N).” You grin.
“I like that name. So.. Uh what brings you to the camp?”’
“I pag-ibig the lake.” You smile. “My dad used to call me The Little Mermaid. I’m all about water. Since dad died, mom really doesn’t know what to do with me… So she sends me here.” You shrug.
“Oh.” He says with understanding. “I know how you feel. I live with my brothers, sometimes I think they don’t know what to do with me.”
“That must suck.”
“It probably sucks for you more, since it’s your mom.”
You talk for the whole free time, but it seems like only minutes. You seemed to learn everything about him, and he learned everything about you.
“I’ll see you around, (Y/N).”
“Tomorrow?” You ask.
“Tomorrow.” He smiles.
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The susunod araw at free time, you met at the same place he had plowed you over.
“Hey.” He grins, sitting on the picnic bench.
“Hey.” You smile, sliding susunod to him. “Miss me?” You joke.
“Actually, yeah. I really like spending time with you.” He smiles, putting his hand on your leg.
“Me too.” You grin, blushing.
“Really?” He asks.
“Yeah.”
He leans over, and unexpectedly kisses you. You give in, tongues dancing.
He pulls away, smile bright as the sun.
“Well, Little Mermaid, why don’t we go swimming?” He says, standing up and taking your hand.
“I don’t know…” You start.
“Why not?”
“Well… I think I look fat in my bikini.” You admit.
“You’re beautiful and definitely not fat.” He says giving you a quick halik on the cheek.
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In the dining hall, you feel someone grab your waist as your in the buffet line.
“Hey,” he whispers in your ear, nuzzling your neck.
“Hey… Calm it down on the PDA.” You whisper.
“I know I know.” He laughs. “Meet me at the lake, tonight?”
“I don’t know…” You start.
“Please? It’ll be a good time. Just me and you.”
“What time?” You smile, giving in.
“1:30.” He smiles, giving you a quick halik on the cheek, and darting away.
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The full moon was reflected in the clear, still lake.
He was sitting with his back to you on the beach, looking out in the water. The muscles in his back were flexed and tense.
You come up behind him, halik his bare shoulder.
He turns his head to smile at you.
“You came.” He says.
“I wouldn’t miss it.” You smile.
You lean in, mouths colliding. Tongues battling. Fingers running through each others hair.
He pulls away. “Wanna get in the water?” He asks, raising his eyebrows, flashing a grin.
“I didn’t bring a swimsuit…”
“You’ll look better with nothing on.” He blushes.
“Fine.” You groan. As he gets in tot he water, you slip off your sando and shorts. You put your toes on the edge of the water.
“Everything’s gotta come off.” He calls from the water.
You give him a look. “Really?”
“Really.”
You unclasp your bra and slip it off, throwing it with your other clothes. You slide your panties off, putting it into the pile as well. You see him bite his lip, eyes on you.
You cover your chest with your arms as you you make your way through the shallow water.
You meet Ponyboy when the water is up to just below your shoulder blades, arms still covering your bare chest.
He gently grabs your arms, pulling them off your chest.
“Don’t hide, you’re beautiful. I told you that before.” He mutters.
He tilts your chin up, and goes in for the kiss. Your fingers running through his hair, you ugoy your legs up and balutin them around his waist, his hands supporting you sa pamamagitan ng your thighs.
His lips ilipat from your mouth to your neck, leaving bites and kisses all the way down. You groan.
Without any warning, he lets you drop a little, and rams into you.
You gasp, not expecting it.
“You a virgin?” He asks, slightly out of breath.
Wow. Now he asks. “Guess not anymore.” You say.
“Tell me if I hurt you ok? I couldn’t live with my self I did…”
“I’ll be fine.”
He starts sliding in and out, slow; than faster with each thrust. You groan into his shoulder, fingers running through his hair.
You were almost there.
“Hold out a little longer, babe.” He grunts.
Another thrust, and you both hit your high, together.
You bury your head into his collarbone to muffle your scream. The pain mixed with the pleasure have you and adrenaline rush like never before.
He drops you a little.
“You alright?” He asks, breathing heavily.
You nod your head, catching your breath.
“Want to do it again?” He asks.
Before he’s even finished, your already sucking on his neck.
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You aren’t exactly sure what you’re humming to… But it’s something.
“Hey, (Y/N), have you seen my-” “THUD!” You rip open the paliguan curtain to see your boyfriend had tripped over the doorway.
“Oh my god, Two-Bit, are you ok?!?” You gasp.
He looks up at you. “Oh my god you’re in the shower!” He yells.
You yank the curtain back, covering yourself up.
“Two-Bit, are you ok honey?”you ask.
“After seeing that I’m not.” He says. “Damn, your beautiful.” He says, blushing.
“What a pig.” You laugh.
You knew your boyfriend was there, and all his friends.
You hated it when they fought.
Those stupid fights.
You went over to lot, to make sure things weren’t getting out of hand. If they were, you’d definately call the police.
It would risk them getting arrested, but you didn’t want any of them hurt; or dead.
You saw bodies going at each other, caked in mud and blood.
You start to walk towards the fight (like an idiot) and are met with a manuntok to the face.
You fall into the mud, shocked sa pamamagitan ng the blow.
“Hey! That’s my girlfriend!” Soda yells as he pushes the Soc over, and starts beating him repeatedly.
You feel a hand on your shoulder as you get up. You grab the hand and flip him over.
“Hey,” you thought. “This is fun.”
You understood why they liked these so much.
“(Y/N), please stay out of this.” Darry says, eyes still locked on his younger brother.
“She has a point.” Ponyboy snorts.
“Don’t use that tone with me, young man.” Darry says, voice raised.
“Who went and made you dad?” Ponyboy asked, shrugging his shoulders.
“You take that back.” Darry says, lunging for Ponyboy.
They start beating up on each other, nothing serious. Brothers will be brothers.
“Hey! Knock it off!” You say, trying to separate them on the ground.
Smack!
You fall back, the hit getting you hard.
The boys freeze, realizing they’ve hit you.
“Ow!” You say. “That was my boob!”
They burst out laughing.
“Oh my god, Steve. Your eye.” You say as you remove the ice pack.
“It’s just bump.” He grins.
“A bump? Honey, it’s a huge black eye. It’s madami like an egg.” You say.
“Old Man can still pack a punch, huh?”
“Steve, you need to get out of there.” You say matter-of-factly.
“I got nowhere to go.”
“You can stay with the Curtises. Or me. I just don’t like seeing you hurt.” You whisper.
“I’d rather it be me than you.” He says.
“What?” He asks, glancing over at you.
“You’re gonna get pulled over,” you say, rolling your eyes.
“Do you think I’d care?” He laughed.
“Dallas Winston, I am shocked and appalled you just sinabi that to me and ran that red light.” You laugh. “I’m horrified at your driving skills. Remind me not to get into a car with you again.”
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Light cracked the sky open. The crash that followed jolted you awake. You sit up in your bed, wide eyed with fear.
You had been afraid of thunderstorms since you were little… something about it just frightened you to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed you down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” you shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around you pulling you close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking you back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” You mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But you were already asleep again.
You had been afraid of thunderstorms since you were little… something about it just frightened you to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed you down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” you shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around you pulling you close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking you back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” You mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But you were already asleep again.
this is the smartass Steve Randle
heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of you
my tears were hot with pag-ibig
and affection for you
i want you so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with you sa pamamagitan ng my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish you knew me
if only you were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but mangarap ng gising isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish you knew who i am
but your pag-ibig i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
you suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, you are the may-akda of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of you
my tears were hot with pag-ibig
and affection for you
i want you so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with you sa pamamagitan ng my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish you knew me
if only you were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but mangarap ng gising isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish you knew who i am
but your pag-ibig i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
you suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, you are the may-akda of your own life story
the whole fictional outsiders gang...but if they are in my world, are they REALLY fictional?
