Elizabeth woke-up, and looked around the room. She sat up, and pushed her hair back groggily. She looked over beside her-Wyatt was missing. She looked all around the room, and still couldn’t find him. Then, she heard voices on the other side of the door.
The door opened, and Wyatt walked in, with Xavier behind him.
“Oh, did I wake you?” asked Wyatt. Xavier stood behind him, staring at her.
“No, I just got up a minuto ago,” sinabi Elizabeth.
“Okay, good. Well, we need to go dress shopping, the warlock way,” sinabi Wyatt.
“Okay,” Elizabeth sinabi sliding off the tall bed. When her feet hit the floor, she slid backward, and fell. Almost as soon as her butt hit the floor, Xavier was beside of her, helping her up. “Thanks.”
“You’re welcome,” sinabi Xavier.
“Well, Lizybeth, and I have some work to do, so if you will excuse us,” Wyatt sinabi looking at Xavier.
“Of course, I will get out of your way,” sinabi Xavier. He left the room, shutting the door softly behind him.
“Now that he’s gone, you need to get on your cloudy gothic face, so we can go dress shopping,” sinabi Wyatt looking at Elizabeth dismayingly.
“I don’t have my make-up, or hair products,” Elizabeth sniffed.
“I got it from the house. It’s the first drawer on the right. And your clothes are in that closet over there,” Wyatt sinabi pointing at the closet.
“Okay, thanks. Shouldn’t you get ready, too?” asked Elizabeth.
“Don’t worry, I will,” sinabi Wyatt. He walked out of the room without another word. Elizabeth opened up the closet door, and looked at her selection.
She finally decided on a pair of tight black pants, a thin white shirt, and black sneakers. She put on some dark eyeliner. Elizabeth decided not to put concealer on today. She didn’t want to hide anything from the Temple members, for, she would be living with them for a while.
Elizabeth fluffed up her hair, and went downstairs. She saw Lucifer standing at the corner of the hallway. He looked at her.
“Hey,” was all he said.
“Hey,” she sinabi in response. He walked over to her, and took her hand. He flipped it over to look at her wrist.
“So, does it hurt-cutting yourself, I mean,” Lucifer studied her wrist.
“Sometimes, it really depends on what you use, though. Razors, not that bad. Scissors, ouch,” Elizabeth watched him.
“Why do you do it?” asked Lucifer, playing with her small hand.
“I had depression, and it’s just a habit I picked up from that. And when I get upset, or mental pain flares, I feel the need,” she explained.
“Mental pain?” Lucifer asked starring into her eyes. She could tell he was worried.
“I don’t want to bore you-” she was cut off sa pamamagitan ng Lucifer.
“If I get bored you will know.”
“Well, I was abandoned sa pamamagitan ng my father-who I suspect is a demon-as a baby. I had a drunk for a mother. She barely knew I existed, and she was never around. I’ve lived with Wyatt on and off since I was eight. I met his parents once when I was eight, but now I suspect they were decoys. Probably other warlocks. I figured they were only off during night shift, but now I know he is a reborn warlock. He didn’t have parents for me to meet.
“And, because of all the hurt I’ve gotten from other people. I’ve gotten good at pretending I’m fine when it really hurts me inside. I usually get hurt when I pretend to long,” explained Elizabeth.
“But still…I don’t understand why-” sinabi Lucifer.
“I don’t understand either, but I feel the need to do it; so I do…” Elizabeth trailed off.
“Do you ever think about suicide?” asked Lucifer.
“Probably madami than I should,” Elizabeth laughed humorlessly.
“Well, I don’t care what you do just don’t hurt yourself-for Wyatt’s sake if nothing else,” Lucifer mumbled, looking around nervously. Elizabeth suspected he was hiding something, but she ignored it.
“Are you ready?” Wyatt popped into the hallway behind Elizabeth.
“Umm, yeah. I’m ready when you are,” she said.
“Well, quit flirting, and let’s go shopping,” he sinabi excitedly, grabbing her wrist, pulling her toward the Temple’s door with a big smile. Elizabeth waved to Lucifer, and stumbled after Wyatt, laughing.
The door opened, and Wyatt walked in, with Xavier behind him.
“Oh, did I wake you?” asked Wyatt. Xavier stood behind him, staring at her.
“No, I just got up a minuto ago,” sinabi Elizabeth.
“Okay, good. Well, we need to go dress shopping, the warlock way,” sinabi Wyatt.
“Okay,” Elizabeth sinabi sliding off the tall bed. When her feet hit the floor, she slid backward, and fell. Almost as soon as her butt hit the floor, Xavier was beside of her, helping her up. “Thanks.”
“You’re welcome,” sinabi Xavier.
“Well, Lizybeth, and I have some work to do, so if you will excuse us,” Wyatt sinabi looking at Xavier.
“Of course, I will get out of your way,” sinabi Xavier. He left the room, shutting the door softly behind him.
“Now that he’s gone, you need to get on your cloudy gothic face, so we can go dress shopping,” sinabi Wyatt looking at Elizabeth dismayingly.
“I don’t have my make-up, or hair products,” Elizabeth sniffed.
“I got it from the house. It’s the first drawer on the right. And your clothes are in that closet over there,” Wyatt sinabi pointing at the closet.
“Okay, thanks. Shouldn’t you get ready, too?” asked Elizabeth.
“Don’t worry, I will,” sinabi Wyatt. He walked out of the room without another word. Elizabeth opened up the closet door, and looked at her selection.
She finally decided on a pair of tight black pants, a thin white shirt, and black sneakers. She put on some dark eyeliner. Elizabeth decided not to put concealer on today. She didn’t want to hide anything from the Temple members, for, she would be living with them for a while.
Elizabeth fluffed up her hair, and went downstairs. She saw Lucifer standing at the corner of the hallway. He looked at her.
“Hey,” was all he said.
“Hey,” she sinabi in response. He walked over to her, and took her hand. He flipped it over to look at her wrist.
“So, does it hurt-cutting yourself, I mean,” Lucifer studied her wrist.
“Sometimes, it really depends on what you use, though. Razors, not that bad. Scissors, ouch,” Elizabeth watched him.
“Why do you do it?” asked Lucifer, playing with her small hand.
“I had depression, and it’s just a habit I picked up from that. And when I get upset, or mental pain flares, I feel the need,” she explained.
“Mental pain?” Lucifer asked starring into her eyes. She could tell he was worried.
“I don’t want to bore you-” she was cut off sa pamamagitan ng Lucifer.
“If I get bored you will know.”
“Well, I was abandoned sa pamamagitan ng my father-who I suspect is a demon-as a baby. I had a drunk for a mother. She barely knew I existed, and she was never around. I’ve lived with Wyatt on and off since I was eight. I met his parents once when I was eight, but now I suspect they were decoys. Probably other warlocks. I figured they were only off during night shift, but now I know he is a reborn warlock. He didn’t have parents for me to meet.
“And, because of all the hurt I’ve gotten from other people. I’ve gotten good at pretending I’m fine when it really hurts me inside. I usually get hurt when I pretend to long,” explained Elizabeth.
“But still…I don’t understand why-” sinabi Lucifer.
“I don’t understand either, but I feel the need to do it; so I do…” Elizabeth trailed off.
“Do you ever think about suicide?” asked Lucifer.
“Probably madami than I should,” Elizabeth laughed humorlessly.
“Well, I don’t care what you do just don’t hurt yourself-for Wyatt’s sake if nothing else,” Lucifer mumbled, looking around nervously. Elizabeth suspected he was hiding something, but she ignored it.
“Are you ready?” Wyatt popped into the hallway behind Elizabeth.
“Umm, yeah. I’m ready when you are,” she said.
“Well, quit flirting, and let’s go shopping,” he sinabi excitedly, grabbing her wrist, pulling her toward the Temple’s door with a big smile. Elizabeth waved to Lucifer, and stumbled after Wyatt, laughing.
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
you try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so you could feel better,
so you could be free.
Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.
Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?
Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
you need to be prepared.
Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.
Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...
The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.
When you look at the night sky, what do you see?
In my eyes,
I see the moon as a peaceful spirit,
watching over me.
When you stop and listen to the wind, what do you hear?
In my eyes,
The wind sings to me and tells tales.
When you feel the sun on your back, what do you think?
In my eyes,
The sun reaches out and gives me a warm smile.
When you hear a flowing stream, how does it sound?
In my eyes,
The stream is floating in my puso and soul, drifting on and on.
When you look at me, what do you see?
In my eyes,
I see an average girl who is silently struggling inside.
But that's all in my eyes.
In my eyes,
I see the moon as a peaceful spirit,
watching over me.
When you stop and listen to the wind, what do you hear?
In my eyes,
The wind sings to me and tells tales.
When you feel the sun on your back, what do you think?
In my eyes,
The sun reaches out and gives me a warm smile.
When you hear a flowing stream, how does it sound?
In my eyes,
The stream is floating in my puso and soul, drifting on and on.
When you look at me, what do you see?
In my eyes,
I see an average girl who is silently struggling inside.
But that's all in my eyes.
Its too dark
Too dark to see what is going on
Tripping over the couch
Slamming into the wall
stepping on the remote
It was too dark
The undone dishes
The scattered roses
The broken picture
My broken heart
It was too dark
Believing it would change
That he would change
A Waste
A waste of my time
My Effort
The “No Messages” left on my phone
It was too dark
It was too dark to see what had happened
Too dark to try to fix things
Its just too dark
Someone turn on the light
That light bulb in my head of what Ive done wrong
Its too dark
Too dark to see what is going on
Tripping over the couch
Slamming into the wall
stepping on the remote
It was too dark
The undone dishes
The scattered roses
The broken picture
My broken heart
It was too dark
Believing it would change
That he would change
A Waste
A waste of my time
My Effort
The “No Messages” left on my phone
It was too dark
It was too dark to see what had happened
Too dark to try to fix things
Its just too dark
Someone turn on the light
That light bulb in my head of what Ive done wrong
Its too dark
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please if you need advice, just try it.
the new Dear Annie
xxxxx