My puso rate increased, causing my puso monitor to start beeping erratically. Not at the sight of Cameron, but at the sight of Mercury.
Cameron must've noticed because he ran up to me and said, "Vanessa, calm down."
I kept my eyes on Mercury. "What's she doing here?"
"You should be greatful that I came to see you", Mercury said.
"Mercury..." Cameron turned to face me. "She drove me here."
"After he hit you, the police too his car away", Mercury said, grabbing my telebisyon vision remote and changing the channel.
"Hey!"
"Don't worry about the television, Vanessa." Cameron sat down on the sopa chair closest to my bed. "Let's get started on what you missed." He placed the books on the night mesa and grabbed the one on top. "In Geometry...." As he explained to me everything I missed, I couldn't help but feel as though he and I were the only one in the room.
"Cameron, babe, could you get me some water", Mercury said. Her voice slicing right through my trance.
"It's on the mesa beside you." He gestured to the kulay-rosas pitcher of water.
"That's gross hospital water! Get me some from the vending machine down the hall, please?" She looked at him with pleading eyes.
He looked at me. "Fine." He closed the book, put it on the sopa chair cushion he was sitting on, got up, and left the room.
Mercury got up from the sopa chair opposite of me. She closed the room door. "I know what you're trying to do", she sinabi walking towards me.
I grabbed the nurse button for protection. "What are you talking about?"
"Trying to take Cameron from me."
Is she serious? "Are you serious?" Then it came to me. "You think I did this to myself?"
"Of course not. Cameron helped you."
"Huh?"
"Don't play dumb. You saw his car that night on the road. And you jumped in front of his car."
"You're being serious? Why would I do that?"
"Because you were looking for attention. The fact that Cameron was spending so much time with me was killing you. So you pull this stunt."
"You seriously think that I would purposely run in front of Cameron's car just to get attention?"
She nodded.
"Unbelievable."
Cameron came back into the room with a bottle of water. "What's going on?"
"Just fluffing V's pillow!" She pretended to fluff my pillow. "There." She patted my head like I was a dog. Then she took her upuan back on the sopa chair she was sitting in, and watched television.
Cameron closed the door behind him. He went over to Mercury to give her the bottle of water.
"Thanks babe." She grabbed him sa pamamagitan ng the sando and kissed him. For 5 whole minutes.
Bitch.
Once she broke the embrace, Cameron cleared his throat and came back to sit beside me. "Now back to the lesson.."
Cameron must've noticed because he ran up to me and said, "Vanessa, calm down."
I kept my eyes on Mercury. "What's she doing here?"
"You should be greatful that I came to see you", Mercury said.
"Mercury..." Cameron turned to face me. "She drove me here."
"After he hit you, the police too his car away", Mercury said, grabbing my telebisyon vision remote and changing the channel.
"Hey!"
"Don't worry about the television, Vanessa." Cameron sat down on the sopa chair closest to my bed. "Let's get started on what you missed." He placed the books on the night mesa and grabbed the one on top. "In Geometry...." As he explained to me everything I missed, I couldn't help but feel as though he and I were the only one in the room.
"Cameron, babe, could you get me some water", Mercury said. Her voice slicing right through my trance.
"It's on the mesa beside you." He gestured to the kulay-rosas pitcher of water.
"That's gross hospital water! Get me some from the vending machine down the hall, please?" She looked at him with pleading eyes.
He looked at me. "Fine." He closed the book, put it on the sopa chair cushion he was sitting on, got up, and left the room.
Mercury got up from the sopa chair opposite of me. She closed the room door. "I know what you're trying to do", she sinabi walking towards me.
I grabbed the nurse button for protection. "What are you talking about?"
"Trying to take Cameron from me."
Is she serious? "Are you serious?" Then it came to me. "You think I did this to myself?"
"Of course not. Cameron helped you."
"Huh?"
"Don't play dumb. You saw his car that night on the road. And you jumped in front of his car."
"You're being serious? Why would I do that?"
"Because you were looking for attention. The fact that Cameron was spending so much time with me was killing you. So you pull this stunt."
"You seriously think that I would purposely run in front of Cameron's car just to get attention?"
She nodded.
"Unbelievable."
Cameron came back into the room with a bottle of water. "What's going on?"
"Just fluffing V's pillow!" She pretended to fluff my pillow. "There." She patted my head like I was a dog. Then she took her upuan back on the sopa chair she was sitting in, and watched television.
Cameron closed the door behind him. He went over to Mercury to give her the bottle of water.
"Thanks babe." She grabbed him sa pamamagitan ng the sando and kissed him. For 5 whole minutes.
Bitch.
Once she broke the embrace, Cameron cleared his throat and came back to sit beside me. "Now back to the lesson.."
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do you know why?"
'well,she sinabi something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come sa pamamagitan ng my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do you know why?"
'well,she sinabi something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come sa pamamagitan ng my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
Sobriety is beyond a horizon for you,
One you won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific larawan replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do you do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why you mess around,
just let yourself be!
One you won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific larawan replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do you do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why you mess around,
just let yourself be!
this is just somthing that describes me :)
love bites
I'm haunted by the memory's i hold
Impossible
Here I phase
Here in my old age
Here I run with no place to go
Here I stand with no purpose
Here I am with no show,
No lights,no cameras,no grace
Here I am with this world having me in it's tight embrace.
But I won't give in.
For God Loved me so.
Here I am in this place,
Here I am just watching the world race.
Watching the world fall apart,
Here I am just waiting for a new start.
As this breaks my heart,
I know I will sumali God's cart,his army,his people and I will live in heaven above.
Here I am asking you,
What will you do?
Here I am watching you phase,
Here I am watching you turn to old age.
With no place to go,
Here I am telling you don't want to low.
As we change and as we grow,
This world will face judgment,This I know.
Don't turn to old age,
Don't get Nawawala in the world's maze.
Save you self.
Don't let yourself phase.......
Here in my old age
Here I run with no place to go
Here I stand with no purpose
Here I am with no show,
No lights,no cameras,no grace
Here I am with this world having me in it's tight embrace.
But I won't give in.
For God Loved me so.
Here I am in this place,
Here I am just watching the world race.
Watching the world fall apart,
Here I am just waiting for a new start.
As this breaks my heart,
I know I will sumali God's cart,his army,his people and I will live in heaven above.
Here I am asking you,
What will you do?
Here I am watching you phase,
Here I am watching you turn to old age.
With no place to go,
Here I am telling you don't want to low.
As we change and as we grow,
This world will face judgment,This I know.
Don't turn to old age,
Don't get Nawawala in the world's maze.
Save you self.
Don't let yourself phase.......
