Skiro
“So your on the Track team?” Murphy sinabi as he sat susunod to me.
“Yeah,I have been since I was a freshman. I liked it a lot but I'm worried about this new team.” I sinabi thinking about the way they looked at me when I walked in. It was my hair,I shouldn't have braided it-too much just like always. “I don't think they take well to-” I started to say but Savannah sat down across from Murphy.
“What are yall talkin' about?” Savannah asked
“Skiro's on the Track team.” Murphy sinabi excitedly
“oh really?” Savannah looked at me “And did Murphy tell you that he's going on the putbol team?”
“that's interesting,I knew you were in some sport.” I sinabi “I'll go to your games if you will go to mine”
“I'll go to every one!” Murphy exclaimed
Savannah
He really does like Skiro and Skiro likes Murphy too! If-no, when they go out...
Murphy
This will be so much fun! Going to each others games,getting to know each other, and then maybe...No I can't be with him! Then the whole school would know and that would be disastrous.[i]
Skiro
I smiled at him and admired his pretty blue eyes. [i]I wonder when I'll be able to ask him out and how. When I was asked out the guy was crafty. The meany asked me out in the hallway. I would have to ask Murphy out when he confirmed that he was gay. I am pretty sure he is,but my instincts have been wrong before,he may just be really excited to have a dude as a friend-not wanting a boyfriend. Looking at him again, I thought I hope I'm right and he's gay!
“yeah and I'm in color guard its so fun!” Savannah said
we have to be away from her too,I thought and said, “In the marching band? That's cool” and then I finished my sandwich....
When I got to the house mom asked how my araw was and I sinabi “wonderful, I really like the school and I have two new friends-Savannah and Murphy.”
“Murphy? A boy?” My mom was surprised because at my old school I had only had girls for friends.
“yes,he's very cute”
“that's good-oh!” She got out my hot kulay-rosas cell phone “its been ringing all day”
I flipped it open and saw that all the missed calls were from Leo-my
ex-boyfriend. “I didn't want to answer it anyway.” I put the cell down,then I went to my room.
“get some of those boxes in your room cleaned out like I told you two days ago!” mom sinabi so I started getting out my CDs and letting my mind wonder off.
Mom knows I'm gay,she's known since the beginning of my Sophomore year. I came out to her first and then to everyone else who had already guessed. That's why I didn't have any guy friends-they all thought I was so weird I wasn't that weird though,I once liked girls,I just like guys madami would that make me bi? But I don't like a girl at the moment-so I'll stick with gay I like Murphy a lot-with his cute blushes,pretty eyes,muscles,only he's so pail I forgot to ask him why-did he not go outside?
“Skiro! Come here.” mom called from the kitchen. When I got there she held out a zip-lock bag with brokuli and water in it “shake this for me”
“this could be the weirdest request you've made” I sinabi as I moved the brokuli around in the bag.
“really? Your just cleaning them, Mr. oh-no-my-mom-is a-weirdo-here-she goes-again!”
I laughed,my mom was a weirdo. She was a woman of around 40 years,had light brown hair and green eyes. Now it was only her,me,and grandma in this old house.
“where is gran gran?”
“She's asleep in her room”
“does she ever wake up?”
“she was an oras ago,but all she did was yell about the curtains,floor,and all the damn pills she has to take! Then she went back to sleep”my mom laughed
It was nice not having dad around fighting with mom all the time. Now she could pursue her art,as the wonderful artist she once was. She wants to make a living off it one day,but for now she takes care of gran gran and me sa pamamagitan ng working as a kindergarten teacher.
“How was your first day?” I asked
“just fine the children here are wonderful!” she said,but I expected that because that is what she always sinabi about them on the first day. I was good with kids and I loved them like my mom did. That is why my plan for the future was to become an elementary teacher too. As far as my planing went anyway, I wasn't a person who planed much,in fact most of the things I did I didn't plan.
“So your on the Track team?” Murphy sinabi as he sat susunod to me.
“Yeah,I have been since I was a freshman. I liked it a lot but I'm worried about this new team.” I sinabi thinking about the way they looked at me when I walked in. It was my hair,I shouldn't have braided it-too much just like always. “I don't think they take well to-” I started to say but Savannah sat down across from Murphy.
“What are yall talkin' about?” Savannah asked
“Skiro's on the Track team.” Murphy sinabi excitedly
“oh really?” Savannah looked at me “And did Murphy tell you that he's going on the putbol team?”
“that's interesting,I knew you were in some sport.” I sinabi “I'll go to your games if you will go to mine”
“I'll go to every one!” Murphy exclaimed
Savannah
He really does like Skiro and Skiro likes Murphy too! If-no, when they go out...
Murphy
This will be so much fun! Going to each others games,getting to know each other, and then maybe...No I can't be with him! Then the whole school would know and that would be disastrous.[i]
Skiro
I smiled at him and admired his pretty blue eyes. [i]I wonder when I'll be able to ask him out and how. When I was asked out the guy was crafty. The meany asked me out in the hallway. I would have to ask Murphy out when he confirmed that he was gay. I am pretty sure he is,but my instincts have been wrong before,he may just be really excited to have a dude as a friend-not wanting a boyfriend. Looking at him again, I thought I hope I'm right and he's gay!
“yeah and I'm in color guard its so fun!” Savannah said
we have to be away from her too,I thought and said, “In the marching band? That's cool” and then I finished my sandwich....
When I got to the house mom asked how my araw was and I sinabi “wonderful, I really like the school and I have two new friends-Savannah and Murphy.”
“Murphy? A boy?” My mom was surprised because at my old school I had only had girls for friends.
“yes,he's very cute”
“that's good-oh!” She got out my hot kulay-rosas cell phone “its been ringing all day”
I flipped it open and saw that all the missed calls were from Leo-my
ex-boyfriend. “I didn't want to answer it anyway.” I put the cell down,then I went to my room.
“get some of those boxes in your room cleaned out like I told you two days ago!” mom sinabi so I started getting out my CDs and letting my mind wonder off.
Mom knows I'm gay,she's known since the beginning of my Sophomore year. I came out to her first and then to everyone else who had already guessed. That's why I didn't have any guy friends-they all thought I was so weird I wasn't that weird though,I once liked girls,I just like guys madami would that make me bi? But I don't like a girl at the moment-so I'll stick with gay I like Murphy a lot-with his cute blushes,pretty eyes,muscles,only he's so pail I forgot to ask him why-did he not go outside?
“Skiro! Come here.” mom called from the kitchen. When I got there she held out a zip-lock bag with brokuli and water in it “shake this for me”
“this could be the weirdest request you've made” I sinabi as I moved the brokuli around in the bag.
“really? Your just cleaning them, Mr. oh-no-my-mom-is a-weirdo-here-she goes-again!”
I laughed,my mom was a weirdo. She was a woman of around 40 years,had light brown hair and green eyes. Now it was only her,me,and grandma in this old house.
“where is gran gran?”
“She's asleep in her room”
“does she ever wake up?”
“she was an oras ago,but all she did was yell about the curtains,floor,and all the damn pills she has to take! Then she went back to sleep”my mom laughed
It was nice not having dad around fighting with mom all the time. Now she could pursue her art,as the wonderful artist she once was. She wants to make a living off it one day,but for now she takes care of gran gran and me sa pamamagitan ng working as a kindergarten teacher.
“How was your first day?” I asked
“just fine the children here are wonderful!” she said,but I expected that because that is what she always sinabi about them on the first day. I was good with kids and I loved them like my mom did. That is why my plan for the future was to become an elementary teacher too. As far as my planing went anyway, I wasn't a person who planed much,in fact most of the things I did I didn't plan.
Chapter 4: Sunny day
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate pag-ibig that never fades.
"I'll see you later, darling." - Jack sinabi and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the bulaklak that were growing
in the yard.
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate pag-ibig that never fades.
"I'll see you later, darling." - Jack sinabi and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the bulaklak that were growing
in the yard.
I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get madami upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to ilipat and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get madami upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to ilipat and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My music is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
Or gradually trickle down,
It can make you laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Music is the pagkain I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Music is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
You can always find a friend in music
Music will always be.
I tap in time,
My music is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
Or gradually trickle down,
It can make you laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Music is the pagkain I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Music is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
You can always find a friend in music
Music will always be.
The pain you caused isn't what scarred me
The burning tears you left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my puso beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain you left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend you were when you were here
But the legacy in my puso that you left!
The burning tears you left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my puso beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain you left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend you were when you were here
But the legacy in my puso that you left!
There I was. *sigh* Just sitting there, waiting for him. Who? You ask? My crush, Patrick Wellsiben, he was the one for me. Let alone, him being THE most popular boy in school, I was known as a loser. I was the omega of the lobo pack. What am I talking about? Nevermind. My conscience says "Ask him out!", but my guts say "Don't do it you! He's gonna say no!" I don't know what to do! He comes near me and says "Hey." I stand there like a scarecrow smiling. "I feel stupid." "So stupid." Why shouldn't I get the attention from populars? I have short, thick black hair, I wear tank tops all the time, regular jeans and converse. So much for fitting in.
It's Funny, I Use To Be Popular. At First Some People Loved Me And Others Hated Me. Now Everyone Hates Me. Even My Old Best Friends. You See, I Always Found A Flaw In Everyone And Used It To Hurt Them. Not Physicly Hurt. I Made Them Feel Horrible About Them Selves. I Was The Reason You Cried On The Way Home. The Reason You Fake Sicked. Of Course Karma Came And Hit Me Like A Ton Of Bricks. I Try Hard To Be Nice, But No One At School Pays Attention To Me. Except Teachers. I Even Tried Sitting With My Old Friends.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are You Doing Here?" sinabi Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I sinabi Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," sinabi Victoria Khan Placing Her Books On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are You Doing Here?" sinabi Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I sinabi Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," sinabi Victoria Khan Placing Her Books On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.
