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I had not been to school for two weeks, had not seen Damon and his family for ages, It was like a prison here and i couldn't get out sa pamamagitan ng myself it was always Sefo follow her studpie mutt.
The whole araw I was followed sa pamamagitan ng 9.00pm ' uy i'm kinda tried so I'm gonna go to ur bed' OMG would Oni ever get his son away from me ' Sefo Im getting changed unless you wanna stay and get hit the the head i suggest you leave' He turned and walked out thank goddness, Now Time to go out the window. I got out of the window and started to run Damon I hope some way you can hear
Me calling hurry and GET here!, To late Sefo came behind me and grabbed me I screamed 'Let me go!! let me go now you cant keep me with yous forever' He started to drag me I screamed and screamed.
I had to get away, I couldn't stay It killed me not to be loved all this kills. When we got back it was around 12.50am way i ran along way, Oni was shaking his head 'What the Hell do you thing you're doing Ariel-Belle" I glared at him ' Its just Belle and you cant keep me trapped forever, Im different for yous and you know that!'.
Oni was getting angry But he nodded to Sefo to takee me to my room, As soon as i was there I slammed the door in his face and locked it but He got told to guard the kicten window, paul the bathroom window and then there was the bedroom window that was free but close to were sefo was . I sat on my kama Pagsulat in my diary:
Dear diary, why me why now
I hate it and I hate that im stuck
It all sucks I dont know
when im angry at Sefo i feel
a passion of pag-ibig of scared
write soon hopefully
Sefo opened my door scaring me , I jumped and
fell of my bed. 'Ouch susunod time can you knock you scared the crap out of me'. He walked away and i got up when I turned Damon was there I jumped Back and screamed but he put his hand over my mouth. ' OMG Damon you scared, dont do that' I hugged him then the door opened again, I lifted my arms up pretenting I was sore from falling.
'Umm belle and dont be late oni needs to talk to you ungrently' he closed the door. 'That was close see why you shouldnt come here', He laughed softly 'Belle you dont have you're phone they have you locked up you cant see me so I must came see you'.Damon just kissed me then dissapeared, I woke up and walked out to were Oni was ' Well i see that you can listen but thats not why i want you here you know that you cannot avoid beening who you are and what you are' I just rolled my eyes yeah I know I was beening a asong babae but he didnt need to give me a talking to.
We walked whiling he talk, I saw Damon and smiled which Oni caught he looked to were i was looking But Damon was gone ' Belle uy earth to Ariel-Belle why are you smiling' I stopped smiling and looked at him 'one its Belle and Two I was mangarap ng gising and three its a free world or wait is their also a rule that I cant smile' I walked away but soon after was joined sa pamamagitan ng Sefo ' what do you want' He just shook his head meaning nothing 'Well Belle I mean do you have to be so mean you're pagganap like someone else i dont Like it I like the old you' I looked at him and He looked at me, He was about to halik me but i jumped up 'Well to bad to sad, I have to go now and I have always been mean'.
I had not been to school for two weeks, had not seen Damon and his family for ages, It was like a prison here and i couldn't get out sa pamamagitan ng myself it was always Sefo follow her studpie mutt.
The whole araw I was followed sa pamamagitan ng 9.00pm ' uy i'm kinda tried so I'm gonna go to ur bed' OMG would Oni ever get his son away from me ' Sefo Im getting changed unless you wanna stay and get hit the the head i suggest you leave' He turned and walked out thank goddness, Now Time to go out the window. I got out of the window and started to run Damon I hope some way you can hear
Me calling hurry and GET here!, To late Sefo came behind me and grabbed me I screamed 'Let me go!! let me go now you cant keep me with yous forever' He started to drag me I screamed and screamed.
I had to get away, I couldn't stay It killed me not to be loved all this kills. When we got back it was around 12.50am way i ran along way, Oni was shaking his head 'What the Hell do you thing you're doing Ariel-Belle" I glared at him ' Its just Belle and you cant keep me trapped forever, Im different for yous and you know that!'.
Oni was getting angry But he nodded to Sefo to takee me to my room, As soon as i was there I slammed the door in his face and locked it but He got told to guard the kicten window, paul the bathroom window and then there was the bedroom window that was free but close to were sefo was . I sat on my kama Pagsulat in my diary:
Dear diary, why me why now
I hate it and I hate that im stuck
It all sucks I dont know
when im angry at Sefo i feel
a passion of pag-ibig of scared
write soon hopefully
Sefo opened my door scaring me , I jumped and
fell of my bed. 'Ouch susunod time can you knock you scared the crap out of me'. He walked away and i got up when I turned Damon was there I jumped Back and screamed but he put his hand over my mouth. ' OMG Damon you scared, dont do that' I hugged him then the door opened again, I lifted my arms up pretenting I was sore from falling.
'Umm belle and dont be late oni needs to talk to you ungrently' he closed the door. 'That was close see why you shouldnt come here', He laughed softly 'Belle you dont have you're phone they have you locked up you cant see me so I must came see you'.Damon just kissed me then dissapeared, I woke up and walked out to were Oni was ' Well i see that you can listen but thats not why i want you here you know that you cannot avoid beening who you are and what you are' I just rolled my eyes yeah I know I was beening a asong babae but he didnt need to give me a talking to.
We walked whiling he talk, I saw Damon and smiled which Oni caught he looked to were i was looking But Damon was gone ' Belle uy earth to Ariel-Belle why are you smiling' I stopped smiling and looked at him 'one its Belle and Two I was mangarap ng gising and three its a free world or wait is their also a rule that I cant smile' I walked away but soon after was joined sa pamamagitan ng Sefo ' what do you want' He just shook his head meaning nothing 'Well Belle I mean do you have to be so mean you're pagganap like someone else i dont Like it I like the old you' I looked at him and He looked at me, He was about to halik me but i jumped up 'Well to bad to sad, I have to go now and I have always been mean'.
Everyone has a red glass window.It's called your heart.People's windows differ from others,some windows are shaded out and don't let any light come in and than there are some windows that are open to whatever goes pass their them.
Is your window open or closed out?
Would you let the air in if you had the chance?
My window has been open for quite some time and the same gush of wind keeps coming in and I've grown to pag-ibig and need that one breath that air gives me.But that gush of wind I've grown to pag-ibig sometimes easily breaks my window with it's power.But yet can easily fix my window up again with it's strength.It is a constant fight between letting that gush of wind in because I'm afraid of the wind breaking my window once more.But that same gush of wind I'm so scared of but yet pag-ibig so much,loves me as well but that wind can spread far.Far enough to other people's windows as well.
Always an constant fight between the wind and the window!
Is your window open or closed out?
Would you let the air in if you had the chance?
My window has been open for quite some time and the same gush of wind keeps coming in and I've grown to pag-ibig and need that one breath that air gives me.But that gush of wind I've grown to pag-ibig sometimes easily breaks my window with it's power.But yet can easily fix my window up again with it's strength.It is a constant fight between letting that gush of wind in because I'm afraid of the wind breaking my window once more.But that same gush of wind I'm so scared of but yet pag-ibig so much,loves me as well but that wind can spread far.Far enough to other people's windows as well.
Always an constant fight between the wind and the window!
walang tiyak na layunin Song or Poem or Something
So um enjoy. Idk wot this is but whatev :)
I'll Break this Spell
I’ve lived my life in shadows
Walking at your pace
I couldn’t see that you were so shallow
I was too mesmerized sa pamamagitan ng your face
Now I can see
All that you’ve done to me
I’ll break this spell
That you’ve put on me
Ever so easily
I won’t treat you well
After all it’s me
That you’ve messed up completely
I’ll make you pay hell
If that’s what will set me free
If it’ll set me free
So um enjoy. Idk wot this is but whatev :)
I'll Break this Spell
I’ve lived my life in shadows
Walking at your pace
I couldn’t see that you were so shallow
I was too mesmerized sa pamamagitan ng your face
Now I can see
All that you’ve done to me
I’ll break this spell
That you’ve put on me
Ever so easily
I won’t treat you well
After all it’s me
That you’ve messed up completely
I’ll make you pay hell
If that’s what will set me free
If it’ll set me free
I feel like I have always known you
We’ve always been so close but
You look away
You tell me that you pag-ibig me
But your eyes say something else
It shouldn’t be so difficult for me
To turn away
Chorus:
Every time we talk at night
Every time you make me feel alright
When you say goodbye
You say you’ll think of me all the time
I know it’s a lie
And I’m slowly breaking
I’m slowly breaking
Somehow you just cannot see
The way I smile when you look at me
Are you completely blind?
Cuz’ I’ve ibingiay you all the signs
That I pag-ibig you
Chorus:
And now I’m falling apart
You’ve gone from my life
I can’t take it anymore
My new best friend is a knife
What you were to me
Made me complete