All the tension between Matthew and I since our last fight had died down. Since then, we hadn't we really fought much. I gotten a 100 on my science fair project though I didn't win. A lot of little parties and get togethers had happened too. But, all that was old news I guess you could say, now my focus was who I was going to spend Thanksgiving with. Granted, you would think that of course I would spend it with my family but then again my family wasn't exactly the best at conversation with their own daughter let alone someone outside our immediate family. Matt's dad invited to spend Thanksgiving at their house like usual, but instead of going after my family's lunch like I did every year, I would spend the whole araw with them. I liked the sound of a Thanksgiving with just Matt and his family.
I eventually got the guts to ask my parents about ditching our Thanksgiving lunch and hanging out with Matthew's family instead and they were perfectly fine with it; and that was surprising. Actually, they told me that they were gonna ask Mr.Martinez If I could stay with them that araw anyways because they were going out of town. My parents sinabi that they want to make an effort to try to have madami "alone" together, and that obviously didn't involve me. But, I didn't complain. Thanksgiving with Matt was set.
As I flipped through the channels of my Direct Tv Guide, I found there was absolutely nothing to watch. My parents had already started packing for their trip so most of the house was either empty or very quite. My parents hadn't gone grocery shopping either and I didn't feel like driving to the nearest burger joint, so I had nothing to eat. I am not one of those teenagers who are glued to their phone either so I had nothing to do. Matt went to go have a guys araw with Henex and Bradly; and Alley was in Houston for the susunod three weeks. All alone I was. Ugh, I sound like such a loser.
"Beep!Beep!Beep!" I snoozed my alarm for the third time this morning. I seriously did not feel like getting up. My headache was almost unbearable and my nose seemed like it had an endless stream of boogers today. I was in no mood to go to school. My stupid self had forgotten all about Matthew and he ended up walking in on me in my horrible mood and uncombed hair!
Sigh. "Beautiful, what did you do?"
"Beautiful? madami like pitiful! And I"-cough-"didn't do anything! I woke up"-sneeze!-"sick." My voice cracked with every word.
"Beautiful not pitiful and babe you could of told me, I would have bought you some medicine and tissues."
"No, no. It's fine. I,I just"-sneeze!-" need to lie down."
"Well do you want me to stay with you?" I could hear his voice kinda regret asking only because I know how much school means to him and not going would be pretty irresponsible.
"Babe, who are you fooling? Besides you look amazing today. So go to school just get my homework for me please?"
"Of course beautiful. Is that all you need?" I could hear it in his voice again.
"Babe, you're late aren't you?" I asked already knowing the answer.
"Yeah! I'm sorry!"
"Just Go!"
"I'm sorry, i pag-ibig you!"
"Love you too, now leave before you get in trouble."
He kissed my forehead and sped down the stairs to his car.
"He's too cute." I thought to myself. After that I saw the room go kinda black and then I just completely fell asleep.
I woke up to the sound of my mom's voice. She sinabi that Matt was here and he wanted to know if I was well enough to talk to him. I told her yes and she gave me this sincere look that I hadn't seen from her since I was eight. Then I saw why, Matt walked in with one of those "GET WELL" balloons and a vase full of beautiful, multicolored, perfectly bloomed, flowers. He looked so adorable. I couldn't help but smile just at the sight of him.
"Now, you're just halik up." I sinabi with madami of my voice this time. He just grinned, exposing dimples I don't recall seeing before. They were stunning! His whole face had a type of glow to it. He kissed me and put the bulaklak on my dresser. He unloaded his backpack that looked at least a good 30 pounds and put my books and homework sa pamamagitan ng my closet before making his way to my bed. Pulling up my mesa chair to my kama he asked,
"Feeling any better?"
"I just woke up and I can't say any miracle happened." I still wasn't in the greatest mood.
"Aww, well have you prayed today?" He glowed so bright that only God could be in him.
"No." I sinabi completely guilty. Right there in the middle of my bedroom, we prayed. Probably the most moving feeling I've had since I got saved sa pamamagitan ng God. I sobbed and I did feel better. God was the answer all along. Matthew and I spent the susunod few hours doing homework and having long conversations about pointless things. It was pretty funny. And i must admit, it was pretty nice to just sit there and talk, not have to worry about how I look or what I'm wearing. For the first time in this relationship, I felt whole-heatedly loved! I felt whole now. If Matt can pag-ibig me looking like a old hag then he could pag-ibig me under any circumstances! Man, do I have a lot to be thankful for this year!
I eventually got the guts to ask my parents about ditching our Thanksgiving lunch and hanging out with Matthew's family instead and they were perfectly fine with it; and that was surprising. Actually, they told me that they were gonna ask Mr.Martinez If I could stay with them that araw anyways because they were going out of town. My parents sinabi that they want to make an effort to try to have madami "alone" together, and that obviously didn't involve me. But, I didn't complain. Thanksgiving with Matt was set.
As I flipped through the channels of my Direct Tv Guide, I found there was absolutely nothing to watch. My parents had already started packing for their trip so most of the house was either empty or very quite. My parents hadn't gone grocery shopping either and I didn't feel like driving to the nearest burger joint, so I had nothing to eat. I am not one of those teenagers who are glued to their phone either so I had nothing to do. Matt went to go have a guys araw with Henex and Bradly; and Alley was in Houston for the susunod three weeks. All alone I was. Ugh, I sound like such a loser.
"Beep!Beep!Beep!" I snoozed my alarm for the third time this morning. I seriously did not feel like getting up. My headache was almost unbearable and my nose seemed like it had an endless stream of boogers today. I was in no mood to go to school. My stupid self had forgotten all about Matthew and he ended up walking in on me in my horrible mood and uncombed hair!
Sigh. "Beautiful, what did you do?"
"Beautiful? madami like pitiful! And I"-cough-"didn't do anything! I woke up"-sneeze!-"sick." My voice cracked with every word.
"Beautiful not pitiful and babe you could of told me, I would have bought you some medicine and tissues."
"No, no. It's fine. I,I just"-sneeze!-" need to lie down."
"Well do you want me to stay with you?" I could hear his voice kinda regret asking only because I know how much school means to him and not going would be pretty irresponsible.
"Babe, who are you fooling? Besides you look amazing today. So go to school just get my homework for me please?"
"Of course beautiful. Is that all you need?" I could hear it in his voice again.
"Babe, you're late aren't you?" I asked already knowing the answer.
"Yeah! I'm sorry!"
"Just Go!"
"I'm sorry, i pag-ibig you!"
"Love you too, now leave before you get in trouble."
He kissed my forehead and sped down the stairs to his car.
"He's too cute." I thought to myself. After that I saw the room go kinda black and then I just completely fell asleep.
I woke up to the sound of my mom's voice. She sinabi that Matt was here and he wanted to know if I was well enough to talk to him. I told her yes and she gave me this sincere look that I hadn't seen from her since I was eight. Then I saw why, Matt walked in with one of those "GET WELL" balloons and a vase full of beautiful, multicolored, perfectly bloomed, flowers. He looked so adorable. I couldn't help but smile just at the sight of him.
"Now, you're just halik up." I sinabi with madami of my voice this time. He just grinned, exposing dimples I don't recall seeing before. They were stunning! His whole face had a type of glow to it. He kissed me and put the bulaklak on my dresser. He unloaded his backpack that looked at least a good 30 pounds and put my books and homework sa pamamagitan ng my closet before making his way to my bed. Pulling up my mesa chair to my kama he asked,
"Feeling any better?"
"I just woke up and I can't say any miracle happened." I still wasn't in the greatest mood.
"Aww, well have you prayed today?" He glowed so bright that only God could be in him.
"No." I sinabi completely guilty. Right there in the middle of my bedroom, we prayed. Probably the most moving feeling I've had since I got saved sa pamamagitan ng God. I sobbed and I did feel better. God was the answer all along. Matthew and I spent the susunod few hours doing homework and having long conversations about pointless things. It was pretty funny. And i must admit, it was pretty nice to just sit there and talk, not have to worry about how I look or what I'm wearing. For the first time in this relationship, I felt whole-heatedly loved! I felt whole now. If Matt can pag-ibig me looking like a old hag then he could pag-ibig me under any circumstances! Man, do I have a lot to be thankful for this year!
sorry everyone who reads these but i have to stop Pagsulat them for three weeks. I thnk i will be able to fit in maybe 1 in that period, but i have my prelims and i will be too tired or too something to ilathala them, sorry. But i will try, i promise!
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sorry it had to be longer lol
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