ME^.^YOU
a simple word
for a special world
for you and me
a simple thought
for a special bond
one cannot see
it wraps us up
in its cocoon
and holds us fiercely
in its womb
this simple word
was created from the Moon
for you and me
in puwang and in time
my soul desperately
tries to find you
in the reality
of our infinity
it is so easy
for me to tell you
that all I want
is to LOVE you
all of YOU
i want to pag-ibig you
like no one else
could ever pag-ibig me
like you do
will you ever
forgive me
to pag-ibig you
like I do?
D'une saison nouvelle ouverte au grand bonheur
Dans le creux d'un rocher, toute frêle mais forte
Sous la tiédeur du vent naquit une fleur
Dans l'air pur du matin balayé par la brise
Sa tige gracieuse et ses pétales d'or
S'élevèrent gaiement comme une belle frise
Nous offrant avec éclat les charmes d'un trésor
Et puis elle grandit, de jour en jour plus belle
Exhalant sa beauté que seules dans le grand vent
Mouettes et alouettes, passant à tire d'aile
Cueillaient du coin de l'oeil comme un beau diamant
Un jour, je verrai la fleur, symbole de tendresse
La corolle penchée au souffle du printemps
Je voudrai la cueillir et goûter encore sa caresse
Mais le vent l'emportera sur les ailes du temps
jj9/1983
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
nagyelo my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my puso is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my puso can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope you understand...
Hole In My Soul
by
Jeremy Gould
The sun rose up with me today
and I can't help feeling this way
but every araw brings me down
and there's stillness all around
I've got to get away from the pain
so I try a stroll down memory lane
Yep, I still remember you
How could I forget?
You thought I'd Nawawala you, I bet
But you were the first
The first to hold me tight
The first to halik me goodnight
Now there's nothing left
but this hole in my soul
that reminds me of what I've lost
Somehow I've got to replace
the emptiness that once was full
But what price do I pay, what cost?
The loneliness surrounding me
leaves me feeling less valuable
sa pamamagitan ng the hour, sa pamamagitan ng the minute
my livelihood slowly slips
As I watch it float away
I don't even try to stop it
I can't replace what you've done
so there's one solution, only one
I have to let you go
But there's one thing you should know
No matter where you are
No matter what you do
I'll always have this hole in my soul
to help remind me of you
by
Jeremy Gould
The sun rose up with me today
and I can't help feeling this way
but every araw brings me down
and there's stillness all around
I've got to get away from the pain
so I try a stroll down memory lane
Yep, I still remember you
How could I forget?
You thought I'd Nawawala you, I bet
But you were the first
The first to hold me tight
The first to halik me goodnight
Now there's nothing left
but this hole in my soul
that reminds me of what I've lost
Somehow I've got to replace
the emptiness that once was full
But what price do I pay, what cost?
The loneliness surrounding me
leaves me feeling less valuable
sa pamamagitan ng the hour, sa pamamagitan ng the minute
my livelihood slowly slips
As I watch it float away
I don't even try to stop it
I can't replace what you've done
so there's one solution, only one
I have to let you go
But there's one thing you should know
No matter where you are
No matter what you do
I'll always have this hole in my soul
to help remind me of you
I'm desire
I'm pain
I'm denial.
Call me whatever you
want me to be.
Call me!
That's all you see.
I'm pale
I'm tired
I'm love
I'm desire.
My halik is so deep.
Can you feel my soul
talking?
My halik is so soft.
Can you feel me?
Will you dream me?
I give my pag-ibig to you.
I haven't chosen that,
it's just how it meant
to be.
I hide my tears from you,
i lock my the pain inside of me.
That's the place
i wish you never find.
That's my soul,
sorrow and desire.
I give you all you want,
i choose the sweetest words
for you.
My touch leads you
to the highest
power of imagination,
just to ipakita you,
just to have you.
with a seed of grace. The expression
of joy slowly shine on its face.
A little black bulaklak beautifully
devine. An elegant structure in this bulaklak u will find.
pag-ibig and the joy of
happiness, this shows a black flowers
elegance. the color of
this bulaklak so proudly stand out.
You are a little black bulaklak without
a doubt.
Note: I would like to bring this out to a little girl that was killed in chicago where i live. so smart, so nice, so good, but why did she had to die..... she was part of the light and now i must find her in the darkness and bring her back to life.
away you left
flying far from me
shooken sa pamamagitan ng the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far you left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed you
you were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
You left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
You left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
you were still gone
never coming tahanan
I couldn't forget you
but you were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew you were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt you
I knew you were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
you are still gone
not coming back
I miss you
I feel you
and all I have left is the red lady bug
flying far from me
shooken sa pamamagitan ng the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far you left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed you
you were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
You left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
You left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
you were still gone
never coming tahanan
I couldn't forget you
but you were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew you were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt you
I knew you were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
you are still gone
not coming back
I miss you
I feel you
and all I have left is the red lady bug
She hates the irony, and the pain is too much.
She cannot see his face;
He has advanced from behind.
But she does not need too,
She knows his face too well.
His kutsilyo digs deeper into her soft cheek.
He is carving a heart;
Mocking her obsession of him.
He whispers something incoherent to her.
She wishes she had listened closer.
He caresses her unmarked cheek with his gloved hand.
She closes her eyes,
Half wishing it was over,
Half wishing it would never end.
-Emily Rose-
7-20-10
will run to you
like tomorow isn't soon enough
I will fly to you
Even if planes don't exist
baby your the one for me
your the only one for me
and everything I love, the pag-ibig is voiced
remember
forever
your the sweetest of sounds
halik me forever
remember my arms
your are my baby
my beutiful lady
savior in the fields
summer in the winter
baby be mine
your the one to complete me
save me with your lips
the apoy within
Oh how I long for me
you caught me
you held me
you'll never let me go
I am still here
even through the storms
baby your are my life
like tomorow isn't soon enough
I will fly to you
Even if planes don't exist
baby your the one for me
your the only one for me
and everything I love, the pag-ibig is voiced
remember
forever
your the sweetest of sounds
halik me forever
remember my arms
your are my baby
my beutiful lady
savior in the fields
summer in the winter
baby be mine
your the one to complete me
save me with your lips
the apoy within
Oh how I long for me
you caught me
you held me
you'll never let me go
I am still here
even through the storms
baby your are my life
Tears
falling down
my face
pain tearing
apart
my stomch
emotions
pouring out
shadows
covering my
sinag of
light
death
drawing me
in
a smile
covering my frown
as I think
as I let
my mind wander
as I
discover
possibilitys
a sinag of light
made the kutsilyo gleam
made it closer
my quivering hand
touched the sharp
blade
my smile
grew wider
my hands stopped
shaking
my body stopped trembling
the blade
pierced my skin
I touched my neck
feeling the blood
satin
was sucking out
my sole
he persuaded
me
he tempted
me
he lied to
me
he cheated
me
my breathing stopped
my puso stopped
beating
my fear was gone
my soul was gone
my life was gone
satin lossened
his grip
and sent me
to burn in hell for
eternity
alone
yet my real suffering
was over
falling down
my face
pain tearing
apart
my stomch
emotions
pouring out
shadows
covering my
sinag of
light
death
drawing me
in
a smile
covering my frown
as I think
as I let
my mind wander
as I
discover
possibilitys
a sinag of light
made the kutsilyo gleam
made it closer
my quivering hand
touched the sharp
blade
my smile
grew wider
my hands stopped
shaking
my body stopped trembling
the blade
pierced my skin
I touched my neck
feeling the blood
satin
was sucking out
my sole
he persuaded
me
he tempted
me
he lied to
me
he cheated
me
my breathing stopped
my puso stopped
beating
my fear was gone
my soul was gone
my life was gone
satin lossened
his grip
and sent me
to burn in hell for
eternity
alone
yet my real suffering
was over
like all my Pagsulat feedback
apretiated
this is from long nakaraan since then ive stopped this type of mga tula but im goin to strt with
it
again
ok hope
u
enjoy
it
ashes to ashes
falling
covering
filling gaps
mga rosas to mga rosas
breaking hearts
bringing pag-ibig
tearing you appart
life to death
the time your full
the time your right
your golden time
pag-ibig to hatred
pulling you
apart
killing you
forcing you
to be
mean
forcing you
to be
like
me
apretiated
this is from long nakaraan since then ive stopped this type of mga tula but im goin to strt with
it
again
ok hope
u
enjoy
it
ashes to ashes
falling
covering
filling gaps
mga rosas to mga rosas
breaking hearts
bringing pag-ibig
tearing you appart
life to death
the time your full
the time your right
your golden time
pag-ibig to hatred
pulling you
apart
killing you
forcing you
to be
mean
forcing you
to be
like
me
Why is there so much pain
Why wont it go away
Why cant we live
Why cant we smile
Why is there so much pain
Why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
Why cant tears stop falling
why cant people stop stalling
why is there so much pain
why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant life win
Why cant we be one
why is there so much pain
Why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant serial killers vanish
why cant disese disapear
why is there so much pain
why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant death disinagrate
why cant it stop
why is there so much pain
why
Why wont it go away
Why cant we live
Why cant we smile
Why is there so much pain
Why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
Why cant tears stop falling
why cant people stop stalling
why is there so much pain
why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant life win
Why cant we be one
why is there so much pain
Why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant serial killers vanish
why cant disese disapear
why is there so much pain
why is there so much pain
why wont it go away
why cant death disinagrate
why cant it stop
why is there so much pain
why
Everything I am
Everything I want
You are all I’m thinking of
Sitting on the floor
Two feet out the door
You’re all I’m searching for
And even in the darkness of the night
Through the fires arising from hell
You’ll be my light
My protection
Everything I want
Everything I feel
You are all I feel it for
pag-awit every verse
Trying to find the words
To tell you how I pag-ibig you now
And even though we are apart
Separated sa pamamagitan ng borders
I’ll be with you
Everything I feel
Everything I say
You are always in my mind
Holding you in my arms
Keeping you from harms
Protecting you from life
And even through the storms
Through the blackest blasphemy
You will always mean everything to me
Everything I want
You are all I’m thinking of
Sitting on the floor
Two feet out the door
You’re all I’m searching for
And even in the darkness of the night
Through the fires arising from hell
You’ll be my light
My protection
Everything I want
Everything I feel
You are all I feel it for
pag-awit every verse
Trying to find the words
To tell you how I pag-ibig you now
And even though we are apart
Separated sa pamamagitan ng borders
I’ll be with you
Everything I feel
Everything I say
You are always in my mind
Holding you in my arms
Keeping you from harms
Protecting you from life
And even through the storms
Through the blackest blasphemy
You will always mean everything to me
FALLING
1000 POUNDS CRUSHING ME
HOLDING ME DOWN
SUFFICATING ME
EMPTYNESS
DROWNING ME
FEAR
COVERING ME
LONLYNESS
HURTING ME
HOW CAN I SURVEVE
LIFE LEAVING MY BODY
ENVY
SWALLOWING ME
WHY
WHY DID YOU DO IT
HOW COULD YOU
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME
LOOK
LOOK AT YOUR DAMAGE
PLEASE
PLEASE BABY
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
AFTER EVERYTHING I DID FOR YOU
HOW COULD YOU CHEAT
HOW COULD YOU
BABY WHY
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?
BABY WHY
YOU KILLED ME
YOU STUFFED MY BODY INTO THE COFFIN
IT'S YOUR FAULT
YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH MY PAIN
MY SORROW
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?
1000 POUNDS CRUSHING ME
HOLDING ME DOWN
SUFFICATING ME
EMPTYNESS
DROWNING ME
FEAR
COVERING ME
LONLYNESS
HURTING ME
HOW CAN I SURVEVE
LIFE LEAVING MY BODY
ENVY
SWALLOWING ME
WHY
WHY DID YOU DO IT
HOW COULD YOU
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME
LOOK
LOOK AT YOUR DAMAGE
PLEASE
PLEASE BABY
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
AFTER EVERYTHING I DID FOR YOU
HOW COULD YOU CHEAT
HOW COULD YOU
BABY WHY
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?
BABY WHY
YOU KILLED ME
YOU STUFFED MY BODY INTO THE COFFIN
IT'S YOUR FAULT
YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH MY PAIN
MY SORROW
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?
Trajedy
death
hurt
pain
it will end the world
it will depress the world
It will murder us one sa pamamagitan ng one
hearts will stop in segundos
necks will snap in minutos
The watter will pool with blood
The world will turn black
fires
burning all crops
all trees
all bulaklak
Starvation killing all wildlife
The world shall be alone
mother nature depressed
slowly dying in depression
slowly dying
alone
no madami breathes
no madami heartbeats
no trajedy
no pain
no hurt
no death
no depression
no life
no madami joys
just notthingness
that you wished for
that you started
damn you robert pickton
death
hurt
pain
it will end the world
it will depress the world
It will murder us one sa pamamagitan ng one
hearts will stop in segundos
necks will snap in minutos
The watter will pool with blood
The world will turn black
fires
burning all crops
all trees
all bulaklak
Starvation killing all wildlife
The world shall be alone
mother nature depressed
slowly dying in depression
slowly dying
alone
no madami breathes
no madami heartbeats
no trajedy
no pain
no hurt
no death
no depression
no life
no madami joys
just notthingness
that you wished for
that you started
damn you robert pickton
