The susunod day, after Nikolai and Carmine went to work, I waited until school would've been out to go find Andrew. I waited sa pamamagitan ng the side of the high school, until the students started filing out. I kept my eyes open for him, but when I didn't see him for a long time, I began to worry that he hadn't shown up to school at all today. My puso skipped a beat when I saw him, and I realized I didn't have a plan.
I hid on the side of the school, until he walked past, not even noticing me. Then I grabbed the back of his shirt, and pulled him back into the alley, forcing him up against the wall.
"Ow! What the fuck, man?!" he shouted, not knowing who it was. I flipped him around so he was facing me. He looked surprised, but that was quickly replaced sa pamamagitan ng anger. "What do you want?"
"Who killed Dalton," I said. I guess I didn't think this through. I had meant to ask him why he killed Dalton.
"Your brother. Reed," he seethed.
"No he didn't!" I shouted, angry that everyone thought that. Andrew scoffed.
"Yeah, right. Then who did?" he asked. I clenched my teeth. The tone of his voice sounded like he was taunting me.
"You did!" I shouted. He was speechless for a moment. Then he laughed, and it echoed off into the sky. Anger boiled through me, and before I knew what I was doing, I had the gun placed up against Andrew's temple. He stopped laughing at once, and his eyes widened.
"Please.... Please don't..." he said. He sounded like he was going to cry. If the adrenaline pumping through hadn't made it impossible to feel anything, I probably would've laughed my head off. I put my finger on the trigger. "Harley. Please. I swear, I didn't do it."
"Neither did Reed!" I shouted hysterically. I felt like I'd go mad if one madami person told me Reed was the murderer.
"Ok! Ok! I believe you!" he said, his hands in the air; surrender. I took a deep breath, my hand shaking. "Please..." he sinabi again. I squeezed my eyes shut, then put my gun back in my pocket. He breathed a sigh of relief.
"Then who did," I sinabi through my teeth.
"I don't know! Don't you think I'd like to know that too?" he asked. I folded my arms. "So... Was I the first suspect?" he asked. I shook my head.
"I checked Rafael, Franky, Armando, and basically every other leader in town." Andrew nodded, thinking.
"And why'd you think of me?" he asked. He sounded hurt.
"Because... Sometimes you seem jealous of Dalton... I just thought..."
"I loved my brother. I respected him. I would never kill him," Andrew said. He was telling the truth. The way he spoke of Dalton, he seemed so... mesmerized and enchanted. There was no way he could be lying.
"Fine. Whatever... I'm sorry about your brother. I'm going to find who killed him," I promised. I turned to leave, but he put his hand on my shoulder and stopped me.
"Harley? Uh... If you get any clues or ideas... would you let me know? I'd like to bust Dalton's murderer too." I nodded.
"Yeah. Sure."
"And... Ah, who knows, wanna hang out sometime?" he asked. I looked him over. It was Andrew.... My mortal enemy, one of the main reasons I started carrying a gun, the guy that made my insides burn with hate... But it didn't seem like Andrew.
"Uh... sure...?" I said, not so sure. I turned and left, still very much confused. I went home; had to get there before Nikolai and Carmine.
Carmine got home, only ten minutos after I did. I hadn't spoken to him since yesterday, when he had lashed out at me. The air became dense when he entered, and you could almost see the awkward. I made him a sandwhich, what he always eats after a long araw of work. He sat down and ate without a word. I sat on the couch, not bothering to turn on the TV. I just sat there, and thought about who possibly would have killed Dalton.
"You left," Carmine said. My head snapped in his direction.
"What?"
"You weren't supposed to leave the house." How the hell did he know I left?! He nodded over to the door. "Your shoes are muddy." Dammit.
"Uh..." I began.
"Why'd you leave?!" he shouted. He stood up fast, knocking the chair out from under him. I winced at the loud clatter.
"I... I was just... looking for who---" I jumped up from the sopa as Carmine advanced towards me. I backed away, guarding myself.
"You weren't supposed to leave! Why can't you just do what you're told?! You could've gotten hurt! You could be like Dalton and end up dead!" he shouted. I put one hand on the arm of the couch, to help push myself ahead if I needed to run. I had one arm out in front of me, to push him away if I couldn't get away.
"Carmine. Please. Stop," I tried to say calmly. He'd never acted like this before. It was terrifying. Nikolai always sinabi Carmine's the soft and sensitive one. He's obviously never seen him like this. He was about as calm as a rodeo bull. He took another giant step towards me, and I bolted for the door. I didn't make it, and he grabbed the tops of my arms and shook me.
"Don't ever disobey us again! Do you hear me?!" he screamed. Tears filled my eyes, and I nodded, trying to keep back screams. He stared deep into my eyes, then all at once, he seemed to break. He loosened his grip on my arms and wrapped them around my entire body, pulling me into a hug. He sobbed, his tears splashing into my hair. I was shocked for a moment, then rubbed soothing circles on his back.
"It's ok... It's going to be alright," I sinabi softly. I'd never had to comfort Carmine before; or any of my brothers actually. We stood there awkwardly in the living room, me hugging him while he bent over me and cried. Nikolai walked in, and stopped. He looked to me, his eyes questioning. I shook my head and mouthed "later," and continued to soothe Carmine.
"I pag-ibig you Harley," he sobbed. "Please. Don't do that again. I don't wanna lose you too." I nodded understandingly.
"I pag-ibig you too. I won't. Promise."
I hid on the side of the school, until he walked past, not even noticing me. Then I grabbed the back of his shirt, and pulled him back into the alley, forcing him up against the wall.
"Ow! What the fuck, man?!" he shouted, not knowing who it was. I flipped him around so he was facing me. He looked surprised, but that was quickly replaced sa pamamagitan ng anger. "What do you want?"
"Who killed Dalton," I said. I guess I didn't think this through. I had meant to ask him why he killed Dalton.
"Your brother. Reed," he seethed.
"No he didn't!" I shouted, angry that everyone thought that. Andrew scoffed.
"Yeah, right. Then who did?" he asked. I clenched my teeth. The tone of his voice sounded like he was taunting me.
"You did!" I shouted. He was speechless for a moment. Then he laughed, and it echoed off into the sky. Anger boiled through me, and before I knew what I was doing, I had the gun placed up against Andrew's temple. He stopped laughing at once, and his eyes widened.
"Please.... Please don't..." he said. He sounded like he was going to cry. If the adrenaline pumping through hadn't made it impossible to feel anything, I probably would've laughed my head off. I put my finger on the trigger. "Harley. Please. I swear, I didn't do it."
"Neither did Reed!" I shouted hysterically. I felt like I'd go mad if one madami person told me Reed was the murderer.
"Ok! Ok! I believe you!" he said, his hands in the air; surrender. I took a deep breath, my hand shaking. "Please..." he sinabi again. I squeezed my eyes shut, then put my gun back in my pocket. He breathed a sigh of relief.
"Then who did," I sinabi through my teeth.
"I don't know! Don't you think I'd like to know that too?" he asked. I folded my arms. "So... Was I the first suspect?" he asked. I shook my head.
"I checked Rafael, Franky, Armando, and basically every other leader in town." Andrew nodded, thinking.
"And why'd you think of me?" he asked. He sounded hurt.
"Because... Sometimes you seem jealous of Dalton... I just thought..."
"I loved my brother. I respected him. I would never kill him," Andrew said. He was telling the truth. The way he spoke of Dalton, he seemed so... mesmerized and enchanted. There was no way he could be lying.
"Fine. Whatever... I'm sorry about your brother. I'm going to find who killed him," I promised. I turned to leave, but he put his hand on my shoulder and stopped me.
"Harley? Uh... If you get any clues or ideas... would you let me know? I'd like to bust Dalton's murderer too." I nodded.
"Yeah. Sure."
"And... Ah, who knows, wanna hang out sometime?" he asked. I looked him over. It was Andrew.... My mortal enemy, one of the main reasons I started carrying a gun, the guy that made my insides burn with hate... But it didn't seem like Andrew.
"Uh... sure...?" I said, not so sure. I turned and left, still very much confused. I went home; had to get there before Nikolai and Carmine.
Carmine got home, only ten minutos after I did. I hadn't spoken to him since yesterday, when he had lashed out at me. The air became dense when he entered, and you could almost see the awkward. I made him a sandwhich, what he always eats after a long araw of work. He sat down and ate without a word. I sat on the couch, not bothering to turn on the TV. I just sat there, and thought about who possibly would have killed Dalton.
"You left," Carmine said. My head snapped in his direction.
"What?"
"You weren't supposed to leave the house." How the hell did he know I left?! He nodded over to the door. "Your shoes are muddy." Dammit.
"Uh..." I began.
"Why'd you leave?!" he shouted. He stood up fast, knocking the chair out from under him. I winced at the loud clatter.
"I... I was just... looking for who---" I jumped up from the sopa as Carmine advanced towards me. I backed away, guarding myself.
"You weren't supposed to leave! Why can't you just do what you're told?! You could've gotten hurt! You could be like Dalton and end up dead!" he shouted. I put one hand on the arm of the couch, to help push myself ahead if I needed to run. I had one arm out in front of me, to push him away if I couldn't get away.
"Carmine. Please. Stop," I tried to say calmly. He'd never acted like this before. It was terrifying. Nikolai always sinabi Carmine's the soft and sensitive one. He's obviously never seen him like this. He was about as calm as a rodeo bull. He took another giant step towards me, and I bolted for the door. I didn't make it, and he grabbed the tops of my arms and shook me.
"Don't ever disobey us again! Do you hear me?!" he screamed. Tears filled my eyes, and I nodded, trying to keep back screams. He stared deep into my eyes, then all at once, he seemed to break. He loosened his grip on my arms and wrapped them around my entire body, pulling me into a hug. He sobbed, his tears splashing into my hair. I was shocked for a moment, then rubbed soothing circles on his back.
"It's ok... It's going to be alright," I sinabi softly. I'd never had to comfort Carmine before; or any of my brothers actually. We stood there awkwardly in the living room, me hugging him while he bent over me and cried. Nikolai walked in, and stopped. He looked to me, his eyes questioning. I shook my head and mouthed "later," and continued to soothe Carmine.
"I pag-ibig you Harley," he sobbed. "Please. Don't do that again. I don't wanna lose you too." I nodded understandingly.
"I pag-ibig you too. I won't. Promise."
I had saved Bruno's life. He knew it was too dangerous to be on a mounain, he teleported to the Apache Junction. Unknowing where we were, we camped out. We heard someone walking outside and when we walked out, it was Apache Indians. They started talking, they were speaking Indian so we couldn't tell what they were saying. Bruno threw red circles at their necks, and when they landed, they started speaking english. One of them sinabi " Why are you here? This is the Junction! Get Out!" Me and Bruno looked at each other. We ran as fast as we could, but, I wasn't fast enough. They grabbed me sa pamamagitan ng the hair and pulled me away. Luckily, Bruno put his hand in the bon-fire and threw the apoy at the indians. The ran away with so much fear, they fell off a cliff. Bruno grabbed my hand until the reached a forest, there was a small waterfall sa pamamagitan ng the forest.
Everyone has a red glass window.It's called your heart.People's windows differ from others,some windows are shaded out and don't let any light come in and than there are some windows that are open to whatever goes pass their them.
Is your window open or closed out?
Would you let the air in if you had the chance?
My window has been open for quite some time and the same gush of wind keeps coming in and I've grown to pag-ibig and need that one breath that air gives me.But that gush of wind I've grown to pag-ibig sometimes easily breaks my window with it's power.But yet can easily fix my window up again with it's strength.It is a constant fight between letting that gush of wind in because I'm afraid of the wind breaking my window once more.But that same gush of wind I'm so scared of but yet pag-ibig so much,loves me as well but that wind can spread far.Far enough to other people's windows as well.
Always an constant fight between the wind and the window!
Is your window open or closed out?
Would you let the air in if you had the chance?
My window has been open for quite some time and the same gush of wind keeps coming in and I've grown to pag-ibig and need that one breath that air gives me.But that gush of wind I've grown to pag-ibig sometimes easily breaks my window with it's power.But yet can easily fix my window up again with it's strength.It is a constant fight between letting that gush of wind in because I'm afraid of the wind breaking my window once more.But that same gush of wind I'm so scared of but yet pag-ibig so much,loves me as well but that wind can spread far.Far enough to other people's windows as well.
Always an constant fight between the wind and the window!
walang tiyak na layunin Song or Poem or Something
So um enjoy. Idk wot this is but whatev :)
I'll Break this Spell
I’ve lived my life in shadows
Walking at your pace
I couldn’t see that you were so shallow
I was too mesmerized sa pamamagitan ng your face
Now I can see
All that you’ve done to me
I’ll break this spell
That you’ve put on me
Ever so easily
I won’t treat you well
After all it’s me
That you’ve messed up completely
I’ll make you pay hell
If that’s what will set me free
If it’ll set me free
So um enjoy. Idk wot this is but whatev :)
I'll Break this Spell
I’ve lived my life in shadows
Walking at your pace
I couldn’t see that you were so shallow
I was too mesmerized sa pamamagitan ng your face
Now I can see
All that you’ve done to me
I’ll break this spell
That you’ve put on me
Ever so easily
I won’t treat you well
After all it’s me
That you’ve messed up completely
I’ll make you pay hell
If that’s what will set me free
If it’ll set me free
I feel like I have always known you
We’ve always been so close but
You look away
You tell me that you pag-ibig me
But your eyes say something else
It shouldn’t be so difficult for me
To turn away
Chorus:
Every time we talk at night
Every time you make me feel alright
When you say goodbye
You say you’ll think of me all the time
I know it’s a lie
And I’m slowly breaking
I’m slowly breaking
Somehow you just cannot see
The way I smile when you look at me
Are you completely blind?
Cuz’ I’ve ibingiay you all the signs
That I pag-ibig you
Chorus:
And now I’m falling apart
You’ve gone from my life
I can’t take it anymore
My new best friend is a knife
What you were to me
Made me complete