So I don't know if I'm even goiing to continue this or not. But could you do me a favour and give it a read?
Run, musn't stop running. Can't look back, it's too late now, he's going to chatch up any minute. She was going to get caught, she's going to die.
4 days earlier.
Fear.Pain.Death.Alexis Baker was having another one of her nightmares, ones that she could hardly remember the araw after, but the pain and misery allways got left behind. Allways. A cold sweat covered her face and her whole body was shaking, her hands clenched and her feet twitched. She began to call out, muble words that were to faint to understand.
"Alexis time to get up honey," there was a soft knock at the door then an older women walked in, her face falling in recognisation. She sat on the egde of Alexis's kama and wiped the sweat from her face from a cloth that was in her hand. She took and deep breath before saying her name, a little louder than before, and shaking her gently. A deafening scream came from Alexis as she sat up in shock, she began to lash out and attack the woman.
"Hush, shh, Alex honey it's me. Shh I'm here hooney mum's here.." she crooned, patting down her daughters kama hair. Alexis began to cry and clinged to her mother, who whispered comferting words and soon she began to calm down.
'mum, i-i can't remember..i can't" Alexis mumbled so weakly that her voice broke on the last word. Her mother smiled down at her, and whispered in her ear that it was better that way.
Alexis sat at her kusina mesa munching on an everlasting piece of taose, trying desperately to remember her hellish dreams.Her mother wizzed about the kusina talking to herself about everything she must do.
"Oh before I forget, did you take your medication?" she asked coming to a halt and satring her daughter down. Alexis grumbled, and muttered something under her breath.
"Alexis?"She sinabi her voice growing in anger.ALexis stood up , pushed her chair back with such force that it banged against the pader directly behind it. Marching over to the sink she grabbed a cup half filled it with water, sat it on the counter and left the kitchen. She returned with a small botttle of little tablets in it. once she had swallowed five, she grabbed her school bag and left without a good bye.
it was a beautifull araw and the sun shined reaching every hidden corner. Alexis loved days like this, days that seemed still, days that didnt remeind her of her sleepless nights. Adventually she made it to school, and immediatley looked for her friends.
"Lily!" She yelled at a group of girls that were standing at the huge iron gates, with "Primrose High" in huge bold letters.The gorup of girls moved away when Alexis arrived huddling together, whispering.
"Oh, uy ALex,"Lilly mumbled looking down at her feet. Alexis fell the uncomfertability asked about it staright.
'Lilly? whats the matter?" She asked touching her freinds shoulder Lilly plled away from her.
'Alexis someone found your file, the one about your last school they photocopied it and posted it about school. Alexis what did you do?" She sinabi running away from her. alexis closed her eyes and a painfull tear slid down her cheek, she can forget her dreams, btu she can nevr forget the past.
Run, musn't stop running. Can't look back, it's too late now, he's going to chatch up any minute. She was going to get caught, she's going to die.
4 days earlier.
Fear.Pain.Death.Alexis Baker was having another one of her nightmares, ones that she could hardly remember the araw after, but the pain and misery allways got left behind. Allways. A cold sweat covered her face and her whole body was shaking, her hands clenched and her feet twitched. She began to call out, muble words that were to faint to understand.
"Alexis time to get up honey," there was a soft knock at the door then an older women walked in, her face falling in recognisation. She sat on the egde of Alexis's kama and wiped the sweat from her face from a cloth that was in her hand. She took and deep breath before saying her name, a little louder than before, and shaking her gently. A deafening scream came from Alexis as she sat up in shock, she began to lash out and attack the woman.
"Hush, shh, Alex honey it's me. Shh I'm here hooney mum's here.." she crooned, patting down her daughters kama hair. Alexis began to cry and clinged to her mother, who whispered comferting words and soon she began to calm down.
'mum, i-i can't remember..i can't" Alexis mumbled so weakly that her voice broke on the last word. Her mother smiled down at her, and whispered in her ear that it was better that way.
Alexis sat at her kusina mesa munching on an everlasting piece of taose, trying desperately to remember her hellish dreams.Her mother wizzed about the kusina talking to herself about everything she must do.
"Oh before I forget, did you take your medication?" she asked coming to a halt and satring her daughter down. Alexis grumbled, and muttered something under her breath.
"Alexis?"She sinabi her voice growing in anger.ALexis stood up , pushed her chair back with such force that it banged against the pader directly behind it. Marching over to the sink she grabbed a cup half filled it with water, sat it on the counter and left the kitchen. She returned with a small botttle of little tablets in it. once she had swallowed five, she grabbed her school bag and left without a good bye.
it was a beautifull araw and the sun shined reaching every hidden corner. Alexis loved days like this, days that seemed still, days that didnt remeind her of her sleepless nights. Adventually she made it to school, and immediatley looked for her friends.
"Lily!" She yelled at a group of girls that were standing at the huge iron gates, with "Primrose High" in huge bold letters.The gorup of girls moved away when Alexis arrived huddling together, whispering.
"Oh, uy ALex,"Lilly mumbled looking down at her feet. Alexis fell the uncomfertability asked about it staright.
'Lilly? whats the matter?" She asked touching her freinds shoulder Lilly plled away from her.
'Alexis someone found your file, the one about your last school they photocopied it and posted it about school. Alexis what did you do?" She sinabi running away from her. alexis closed her eyes and a painfull tear slid down her cheek, she can forget her dreams, btu she can nevr forget the past.
I don't believe you.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what you give me?
Why did you break up with me?
I don't understand.
You were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And you left me.
You abandoned me.
Why did you dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, you leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what you give me?
Why did you break up with me?
I don't understand.
You were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And you left me.
You abandoned me.
Why did you dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, you leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
When you hope,
You expect and wish,
You have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
You don’t want them killed,
Hope makes you stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to you in life,
Sometimes you need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
You and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire you puso out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
You know what you want,
Keep hoping till the END……
You expect and wish,
You have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
You don’t want them killed,
Hope makes you stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to you in life,
Sometimes you need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
You and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire you puso out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
You know what you want,
Keep hoping till the END……
if this girl was wearing modern clothing do u think she would suit Janie better than my drawing? (No duh!!)
Temporary Home
For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are mga kerubin who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to ilipat on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before you can say “Thank you” or “I pag-ibig you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They halik our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.
For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are mga kerubin who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to ilipat on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before you can say “Thank you” or “I pag-ibig you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They halik our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.
mga kaibigan Are Forever,so I thought.
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
mga kaibigan don't back stab you.
mga kaibigan don't talk behind your back or be pissed off at you when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all mga kaibigan for never.
When we need to go back to being mga kaibigan FOREVER!
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
mga kaibigan don't back stab you.
mga kaibigan don't talk behind your back or be pissed off at you when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all mga kaibigan for never.
When we need to go back to being mga kaibigan FOREVER!
