The moment you took your life
I felt mine ended too.
If I could only turn back time
there’s so much I would undo.

I didn’t see the warning signs.
You held them deep inside.
Struggles you were going through
you did so well to hide.

I’m left with guilt and sorrow,
and confusion as to why
you didn’t tell me of your pain
and felt you had to die.

The Sadness of the sight was just to much to bare
And now its me lying here
Cold,Crimson and Dead

You will never know how I feel inside,
The pain that still resides,
Happiness was once in my life,
Those days have long since ceased.